Just thinking

Have you ever been in a situation where you doubt you?
No?You've never wondered who you really are?Well I think about it sometimes.There are times I'm not comfortable with the things I'm supposed to like.I mean I've liked somethings all my life,but why all of a sudden do I feel uncomfortable when I have to prove myself in that area.Why I'm I so reluctant to challege myself in some areas and yet I push myself in others.I'm I doing what I love or what I'm supposed to love?Trust me,I'm as confused as I sound.

I guess I just have to live with what I have testified to from the past and believe that it still is in the present.What I'm I saying?Ofcourse it is in the present,or I wouldn't be writing this!